I have been very depressed lately. Some times I feel like just killing myself. I know I shouldn't think like this, but times seem so hard. I just lost my job, my boyfriend of six months has completely stopped calling me, and I feel things are over. I'm trying to hold out but I dont think I can. Why does it hurt so bad?
It hurts so bad because it's LIFE! That is what life is: PAIN. Get use to it. We were not put on this earth to live overly comfortable lives. Even people with lots of money have to worry about family members and friends with emotional problems that drive them crazy.
Hell, look at Anna Nichole, for instance.
Life is not going to always be fun and games. Its best to live through the hard times so that you can help someone else who's going through the same thing by letting them know you made it.
I went through having my car break down, get fired, and separated from the female I was living with. On top of that, one of my best friends died. It was hard to wake up in the morning, but I never thought about giving up. I didn't because I knew I could help someone like you in the future.
Keep your head up and send me a message to firstname.lastname@example.org so that we can exchange numbers and I can chat with you. If things are really dragging you down, please seek a psychologist or a psychiatrist to help you get through.